Thinking of you.

Hi guys.

I'm adding pictures of you on my other posts and I thought i would leave a note. I hurt for not seeing you. I miss you so very much. I am so very sorry.

I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you. I want you all to live with me.

All my love,,,,,Pa
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONI!!!!!!!

Hi My darling Daughter.

I want to say happy birthday to you.I wish you to have a happy year and a great birthday. I know this is a day late but my CPU was down all day yesterday. I didn't forget your day. I want you to know that I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I wish to bake you a cake get you presents and enjoy your happiness!!

I wish with all my heart that you and you brothers would be here with me. I miss you and love you so very much. I hurt all the time with out you guys around. I am so very truly sorry that our life has gone the way it has. I only hope that you can be happy. I have not rejected you or abandoned you. I want you with me. When you are old enough to contact me, do I wait for that day. I am still going to court to get all of you back with me, or the very least to see you. So I want you to know that you are part of our family now and forever. I see you as my daughter and want you to live with me. I miss you so much and hurt not being able to see you. I love you and Zack, Jake, Gabie so very, very much!!!! I am the sorriest man alive. Please forgive me. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you.

All my love to all of you. Pa
I think of you every day I am alive.