Merry Christmas

I love and Miss you guys very much. I didn't do much on Christmas because you are not with me. I hope you had a good one and know that we will have a family Christmas in the future. No guilt no shame just happy memories. All my Love....Pa

Jacob

Love you and miss you, I'm a hideous retard sometimes and I am sorry for the way I have spoken. I am an idiot of the highest order sometimes. Please forgive me. I am always on your side. All my Love Poppa van pops

Happy Birthday To You Jacob!!!

Hello Jakie von Jake, I hope you are going to have a very happy birthday. I wish for you happiness and joy on this day. Always remember that I have got your back. I am you Father and I love you very very much. You are a good son and I can't wait to see you. Love and Kisses to you from your family. Many happy returns. All my love, Pa xoxxooxxxoooxxxxooooxxxxxoooooxxxxxxooooooxxxxxxxooooooo

Happy Birthday To My Gabriel.

Happy Birthday Chickie Wing I Love You Very Much And Miss You Very Much. I wish to add that I hope today you have found some measure of smiles. I want you to know that I am always your Dad and want you to know I am here for you. I will always strive to be a good Dad and any time you want to say hi, feel free to do so. I miss you Gabie-suraus-rex. I want to be a bigger part of your life very badly. Please consider it. Love you with all my heart, Miss you with all my soul, waiting to say hi with everything I am. Love and Kisses Pa xoxxooxxxoooxxxxooooxxxxxoooooxxxxxxooooooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxoooooooo

Love You, Miss You!

Hi Kids, I love you very much, I think of you constantly. I try to find a way to get into your lives in a positive way. I just do not know how to do so. Believe that I love you and miss you. If I knew a way I would have done so by now. I have tried to help from a distance. I will always be ready to be there for you. Any time you want you can contact me. You can contact me by email. rjackman67@yahoo.ca. This email address will bring your messages to me. All my love Pa

Happy Birthday Noni

Happy Birthday My Brilliant Daughter I Love You Very Much. I Miss You Very Much. I wish only happiness for you. I know that whatever challenges that you face in life you will deal with it showing grace and charm. I Will See You When You Want Many Hugs And Kisses. All My Love Pa xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Zachariah, Jacob, Fyona, Gabriel, Kalynna, Ashley

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO VERY MUCH AND I MISS YOU EVEN MORE. I AM TRULY SORRY FOR ANY PAIN YOU HAVE RECEIVED IN YOUR LIFE. I'LL BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR ANYONE WHO HAS HURT YOU. IN THE NEXT LIFE I WILL BE FUCKING TORMENTING THEM UNTIL I HAVE EXHAUSTED ALL MY BENTNESS IN ALL ITS FACETS. WHEN THOSE HAVE HURT YOU OPEN THEIR EYES THEY WILL BE LOOKING UP AT ME, THEN THEIR SCREAMING WILL BEGIN. IT WILL NOT STOP FOR SO VERY FUCKING LONG. I LOVE MY KIDS ALL MY LOVE, ALL MY HOPE, PA

My Children

My Children, The Harm Done To You, Will Never Be Forgotten. I Love You, Miss You, Hug You, Miss You All My Love Pa

Happy Birthday Zachariah

Happy birthday Zack. I so wanted to do something with you. I'll simply wait, I am your father, I'll always be. So kick back relax and timeframe us. Love You Goomba Pa

Happy Birthday Kalynna, Belated(sorry)

Happy Birthday Young Lady, I'm sorry this is late, I do point out in my favor, that this time it is better late than never. I wish for your birthday a happiness that you find complete. I have had a dream where we meet, with your brothers and sister, and do weird stuff together, you pick the weird stuff, then Gabe, Then Fyona, Then Jake, Then Zack, a sort of reverse age thing. Will be fun. Love and Kisses Your Pa.

Happy New Year

May God Bless You This Year. May I be Blessed with your presence. Love To You All Pa