MERRY CHRISTMAS

Merry Christmas Zack, Jake, Fyona, Gabriel!!!!!

I love you and miss you very much. I have presents for all of you. I'm trying to get them to you. I hope you had a good, happy Christmas. I love you all so very much and I miss you very much.

I was going to put what I got for you here but not this time. I give it a few weeks to see if I can get the presents to you. I hope you like them.

I WILL see you again for a Christmas, we just don't know when. Believe me guys when I say I don't give up. We are a family, fractured for sure, but a family still the same. You four are brothers and sister and I am your father. We will be in the same house again, it is just a matter of when.

I love you ,miss you

Hug you, kiss you!

All my love

PA

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JAKIE VON JAKE

Hey Jake

Happy Birthday, Elmer!!!!!

I love you very much and I miss you very much. I am wanting your birthday wishes come true.

I wish with all my heart I could be with you. I love you and miss you so much.

Happy birthday and remember we will spend birthdays together again, just when is the question. I love you and miss you. My home is our home, you and your brothers and sisters and ALWAYS welcome!!! No questions needed.

I love you, miss you,

Hug you, Kiss you!!

All my love and hopes to all of you.

Love and kisses

Poppa von Pops

Pa.

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Hi Guys!

Hi Zack, Jake, Fyona, Gabie.

I love you all very much and I miss you very much. I'm thinking of you everyday. I want you to know that my home is always your home. In other words it is our home. I love you guys so much and miss you so very, very much.

Just a note to let you know that I think of you daily, every waking moment actually.

Love you, miss you

hug you, kiss you!

All my love Pops

Pa

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Today Is Happy Birthday Chickie!!!

Happy Birthday Chickie Wing, I just wanted to say this on your birthday. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!

Lots of love Pa.

Happy Birthday Gabriel!!

Happy Birthday Son

I love you so much, I miss you so much, I would give anything to see you on your birthday(or any day fo that matter)!!!

I know this is a day early but I thought I was a day late for Fyona's birthday , I didn't want to make the same mistake twice. I wanted you to know that I think of you every day and wish with all my heart that things would be different. I love you so much son.

I want all yo dreams to come true Chickie Wing. I love you so much and miss you so much.

Happy Birthday my boy and many happy returns.

Give a hug and a kiss to Zack, Jake, Fyona for me please.

I love you, Miss you
Hug you, Kiss you

With love, with all my heart
Pops
Pa
I love you
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Remember, remember the Fifth of November,
The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,
I can think of no reason
Why the Gunpowder Treason
Should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes,


V

V eggs for all

I Love you People

Zachariah, Jacob, Fyona, Gabe I'm talking to you when I say I love you people! I love and miss you so very, very much. I am praying for a chance to even see you. I miss all things about you. I wish I was a smarter man to have realized I had a good life with you guys, could have used tweaking but the essentials where there.

I'm listening to the Smiths and wondering why we aint listening together.

I love you all very much, I miss you all very much.
I love you, miss you,
Hug you, kiss you!!!
All my love Pa

When ever ANY of you want to live with me you do not have to ASK you are welcome, my home is always your home or more exactly OUR home!!!!!

Missing You All

Hi guys

I love you and miss you all. Zack, Jake, Fyona, Gabe, I miss you. I love you so much.

I'm just thinking about you and praying that your all safe. I am still slogging away even just to be able to talk with you or see you all. I have yet to give up and will never give up.

Please remember that I want you all to live with me. If nothing else remember when you 16 years old you can move in with me. You will not have to ask you are always welcome where I live, my home is always your home.

I'm sorry these posts are not longer I never know what to say.

I love you, miss you
Hug you, kiss you.
All my love
Pop van Pops
Pa.

Thinking of you.

Hi guys.

I'm adding pictures of you on my other posts and I thought i would leave a note. I hurt for not seeing you. I miss you so very much. I am so very sorry.

I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you. I want you all to live with me.

All my love,,,,,Pa
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONI!!!!!!!

Hi My darling Daughter.

I want to say happy birthday to you.I wish you to have a happy year and a great birthday. I know this is a day late but my CPU was down all day yesterday. I didn't forget your day. I want you to know that I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I wish to bake you a cake get you presents and enjoy your happiness!!

I wish with all my heart that you and you brothers would be here with me. I miss you and love you so very much. I hurt all the time with out you guys around. I am so very truly sorry that our life has gone the way it has. I only hope that you can be happy. I have not rejected you or abandoned you. I want you with me. When you are old enough to contact me, do I wait for that day. I am still going to court to get all of you back with me, or the very least to see you. So I want you to know that you are part of our family now and forever. I see you as my daughter and want you to live with me. I miss you so much and hurt not being able to see you. I love you and Zack, Jake, Gabie so very, very much!!!! I am the sorriest man alive. Please forgive me. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you.

All my love to all of you. Pa
I think of you every day I am alive.

Hi Boys and Girl.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.

I MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU. I HURT ALL THE TIME. I AM SO VERY SORRY. I WOULD TRADE ANYTHING, AT ALL, TO BE HOME WITH ALL OF YOU. I MISS ZACK, JAKE, FYONA, GABE.

I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU, HUG YOU, KISS YOU.

I'M THINKING OF THE FOUR OF YOU ALWAYS. I MISS THE FOUR OF YOU ALWAYS. Z.J.F.G. ARE THE FOUR I'M TALKING ABOUT. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.

Happy Canada Day

Hi Kids, I love you and miss you very much. I just wanted to let you all know I missing you and thinking of you. I'm a so very sorry. I want to see all of you. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you. Love Pa

I Love Zack, Jake, Fyona, Gabe.

I miss you guys and am thinking of you. I think of you every day. I miss you every moment of every Day. I love you all.....Always do what is right. Never do what you feel is wrong. I love you and want you to achieve the most out of your life. I want you to live with me, anytime your able...you all, every one are most welcome.
Love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you. Pa

I Love you children!!

Hi guys, I love you so much, miss you so much. I love you and still want you to live with me. I hope that when you get older you decide to live with me. I am so very sorry how things turned out. You have done nothing wrong at all. Remember that I love you and want you to be with me. I love you, Miss you, hug you, kiss you.
Love and Kisses Pa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHARIAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHARIAH!!!!!

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND MISS YOU DAILY. I AM NOT ANGRY AT WHAT YOU SAID, I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY. NEVER, EVER FEEL AS IF YOU ARE NOT WELCOME WITH ME. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A HOME WITH ME. MY EMAIL IS RJACKMAN67@YAHOO.CA. ALL YOU EVER NEED TO DO IS EMAIL ME. ADD ME TO YOUR YAHOO MESSENGER. WE CAN CHAT AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A HOME WITH ME. DO NOT DESPAIR. I ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU WITH ME, NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT.

FEEL FREE TO SEND ME EMAILS, OR ANY OTHER KIND OF TALKING. NEVER GIVE UP SON!!! I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, I HUG YOU, I KISS YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEENAGER!!!

Miss you

I am sorry for all that has happened. Deeply truly sorry. None of you are to blame. Nothing that has happened has been your fault.



I feel so much pain at not seeing you everyday, talking with you, watching you do the things you like to do.



I started this blog so you know when I speak to you and say I miss you, there is always so much to say that doesn't get said.



I love Zachariah Jackman, you have all ways been part of the family I love you as much as all of my children, I must have expected to much from you to feel that you are not part of the family. Do not run away, when you are 16 years old you can live where you choose. I love watching Sharp with you. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love Jacob Jackman, you are a real funny fellow, very smart, with a bright future, always do what you feel is right. When you turn 16 you can live where you want. I love spending time with you, you are a cutie. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!!



I love Fyona Jackman, you are one smart cookie. I love the way you always tried to take care of everyone. You helped out so much. I love watching you be yourself, it is an amazing sight. When you are 16 you can live where you want. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love Gabriel Jackman, you are just the best little man I have ever seen!!! You are so cute, so smart, and you always try hard. I love you very much and miss you very much. When you are 16 you can live where you want. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love you all and miss you much!!!

I think of you every day and wish things could be different.

My home is always your home without question.

Never feel alone and unwanted. You are my children and I love you!!!! You can always live with me, you don't need to ask!!!!!
I want you to live with me!!!!


I love you so much

Hugs and Kisses

Pa