Miss you

I am sorry for all that has happened. Deeply truly sorry. None of you are to blame. Nothing that has happened has been your fault.



I feel so much pain at not seeing you everyday, talking with you, watching you do the things you like to do.



I started this blog so you know when I speak to you and say I miss you, there is always so much to say that doesn't get said.



I love Zachariah Jackman, you have all ways been part of the family I love you as much as all of my children, I must have expected to much from you to feel that you are not part of the family. Do not run away, when you are 16 years old you can live where you choose. I love watching Sharp with you. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love Jacob Jackman, you are a real funny fellow, very smart, with a bright future, always do what you feel is right. When you turn 16 you can live where you want. I love spending time with you, you are a cutie. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!!



I love Fyona Jackman, you are one smart cookie. I love the way you always tried to take care of everyone. You helped out so much. I love watching you be yourself, it is an amazing sight. When you are 16 you can live where you want. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love Gabriel Jackman, you are just the best little man I have ever seen!!! You are so cute, so smart, and you always try hard. I love you very much and miss you very much. When you are 16 you can live where you want. I love you, miss you, hug you, kiss you!!!



I love you all and miss you much!!!

I think of you every day and wish things could be different.

My home is always your home without question.

Never feel alone and unwanted. You are my children and I love you!!!! You can always live with me, you don't need to ask!!!!!
I want you to live with me!!!!


I love you so much

Hugs and Kisses

Pa